Not every fairy tale has a happy ending. Not every decision has a sound logical reason behind it. And yet sometimes one doesn’t need a reason to make a decision. Not always are these decisions made for good. Not always do these decisions make you smile. You know you had the other option, the option where you would have not cried but frankly how long can a person lie to oneself. Sometimes you just care too much about the other person to hurt them anymore, even if that means hurting them once and hurting yourself forever.
Your thoughts at that moment are like this meandering stream; no matter where the stream is flowing its final destination is the ocean where it gets lost. No matter how hard the stream tries not to meet the ocean but in the end even it knows that its identity would finish once it reaches the ocean. The vastness of that thought, the emptiness of that thought is just too big for the stream. In a split second everything is over, whatever moments there were are now just memories. The drop of the stream cant be distinguished from the salty water of the vast ocean. The salty water does not taste good; you can’t live in it, and yet you know you cant live without it. Irony…Reality!!!!
The salty water of the ocean, the vastness and yet the emptiness; the salty tears flowing from your eyes, the emptiness inside. Sweet memories to live with, harsh realities to live in. Day on day life moves on as before, but I know life would never be the same again. The eyes see something else, the mind says something else and yet deep inside the heart feels something else all together…ya…not every fairy tale has a happy ending!!!
Your thoughts at that moment are like this meandering stream; no matter where the stream is flowing its final destination is the ocean where it gets lost. No matter how hard the stream tries not to meet the ocean but in the end even it knows that its identity would finish once it reaches the ocean. The vastness of that thought, the emptiness of that thought is just too big for the stream. In a split second everything is over, whatever moments there were are now just memories. The drop of the stream cant be distinguished from the salty water of the vast ocean. The salty water does not taste good; you can’t live in it, and yet you know you cant live without it. Irony…Reality!!!!
The salty water of the ocean, the vastness and yet the emptiness; the salty tears flowing from your eyes, the emptiness inside. Sweet memories to live with, harsh realities to live in. Day on day life moves on as before, but I know life would never be the same again. The eyes see something else, the mind says something else and yet deep inside the heart feels something else all together…ya…not every fairy tale has a happy ending!!!
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