Losing bet

I seem to keep betting on the wrong horse

It breaks down in the middle of the course

All my hopes and dreams seem to fade away

Life keeps getting harder day after day

I just can not find my winning ticket

And I am really getting sick of it

I keep hoping that my day will soon come

That I will one day have a winning run

In life there is no sure bet

We make choices we regret

Sometimes the things that are lost

Come at a very high cost

We can never earn them back

With a return to the track

We have to cut our losses

And learn to bear our crosses

Love and life do not come with instructions

Sometimes we get caught up in assumptions

We will we see things that are really not there

And it brings more sorrow for us to bear

We risk all we have on a losing bet

And our expectations are never met

We have nobody but ourselves to blame

Whenever we end up losing the game

Never Again

Always and forever,
Friends we were supposed to be.
More than anything in the world, Was what she meant to me.

I listened to her problems,
I watched her heart bleed.
I helped her always,In her times of need.

We carried on normally,
But I couldn’t call her mate.

I wanted us to be normal again,
Like it was before, when we were happy,
Instead of this bitter war.

I have always been there,
Through all of those years.
And now she shoves it back in my face,
Killing me with her words like spears.

If she is my friend,
She would gain back my trust

I long to trust her once more,
I long to tell her my pain.
I long to be loved by her,
But it will never happen again

One day

A day will come..the mask is unveiled..the heart won't hurt anymore..

It won't shatter..won't break..

When eyes won't wait anymore..

When the heart won't sink..

The tears won't fall..

Emotions will wither..

That day nothin will matter...

That day you won't care any more..

.

You won't trust again..

The hurt leaves a blemish..an irrevocable scar..unseen on the exterior thorny inside..

And then the tears will dry..

U won't feel anything..

You will learn to be indifferent..

You will learn to break free.

You will learn to live ...again..